A year after the mid-third pregnancy, Chrissy Teigen remembers her baby boy through an Instagram post.

The child to be named Jack failed to come to life due to complications Teigen had towards the end of his pregnancy.

"For the guy we almost had, a year ago you gave me the biggest pain I could imagine to show me I can handle everything even if I don't want to. I couldn't take care of you, but you came and taught me to love myself, to take care of my body by making me understand how precious they are and how wonderful life is. They told me it's getting simpler, but it's not like that yet. Mom and Dad will love you forever." - writes Chrissy in her Instagram post.

At the same time, the model shared the news in real time by also publishing pictures of painful moments while in hospital, photos that did not go uncriticized.

"I was sick in the hospital bed a year ago when we lost our baby and asked the boys to behave well, as I read comments from the most diverse. Today I'm probably a little more sensitive, so I tell you, you! - She keeps going.